Two Me

Sitting here along in my living room
TV has suddenly lost it's appeal
And music tends to make it much harder
Convincing myself that loves no big deal

I know that I must do without within
Desire's a warm touch in fantasies
Where guilt slashes into a Christian heart
For the thoughts and feelings that the heart sees

Will the Lord forgive my minds wanderings
And if not, what will the punishment be
Or are my fantasies trips to heaven
Where love is possible even for me

Two lives joined together by just one soul
One in reality one fantasy
A single spirit living in both worlds
And that spirit has a simple name-"me"



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